Tuesday, November 21, 2006
I'm ready for a change. I want to do something different, have new experiences, meet new people, see things I haven't seen before. I think I want a new job. I don't have any reason to stay where I am since my boss is has been transferred to a different office.
Another thing is the big WHAT IF. I don't have a "plan B" or a backup in case I'm not accepted into the graduate program. It's not that I think I won't make it in or that I'm not capable, but I'm just worried about what to do IF my plan A falls through. I guess I don't feel like I'm in a place where I can make big life-changing decisions right now. I don't want to feel like, "This is it?" Sometimes I just get this feeling of boredom, and I want to get out there and do something! Last time that happened, Brad and I ended up going to DC via Greyhound. I wonder where it'll take us this time. Maybe I'm just ready for the semester to be over, to be married, have a degree, get a new job, etc.
I'm glad I started hanging out with Stacey again. It's nice to have someone else to talk to, get a new perspective on things, and all that good stuff.
Anyway, it'll all be over soon! Yay!